challenging day

i feel that this is one of the most challenging days of my life. i have been framed by something that i had not done, i had been used as a scape goat, i had been scolded in front of my superiors, all this from one person! the GM’s seretary. like what can i do man? she’s the GM’s sec. i cant even complain her to my immmediate boss for fear that it might cause me into more trouble. sometimes i really wonder why ths world is such an unfair place to live in. but whenever a negative thouhgt seems to cloud my mind, God will always almost immediately instill im ny mind all the positive things that has happened in my life. and fron there, I’d learn to be more thankful for my everyday life. i admit that i have taken my life for granted at times. but . . imake it up by realizing my mistakes in the end. haha. this is thanks to God ^^

i personally think that although life can give you a bed of roses, the roses have thorns. so its not possible to have a life that lovely. one of the many reasons is also because we suffer so that we can keep close to God. have you evr wondered? what would it be like if life was really that good? Would you still be so close to God? i personally do not think so. because then, one would start to take life’s pleasures for gransted and end up not acknowledging the Wonders given by God.

another thing. i also don’t understand why it is so difficult for humans to love one another. is it because of obligations? i dont htink so. . what obligation is there? sigh . i think i have spoken enuf. maybe next time i update my blog again. later ^^

vatever lah

sighs . . too many things to do, too little time. isnt it always like this? well, quite a nice day for me today. not much work to do. have been slacking just a leetle teeny weeny bit =P wrok is so much more complicated if compared to being at school. you get trudged on, just because your colleagues want to cause trouble and be the favoured one. it is so difficult to live our everyday lives. $ is an essential. without it, no power. do not get me wrong. its cuz of my experience, that causes me to say so. at the least, $ can get you somewhere be it clean or dirty.but come to think of it, best we put our every effort in whatever we do as not to regret it in the future. contemplate, be prepared, act. always have backups.

im not trying to be mean here. but i notice that in the working environment, wahtever we do, reaults into a dramatic consequence. y cant it be in a way that is manageable at times? i really dont understand the world sometimes. but i still strive to be capable. to be more independant.

love is another thing. if its not a feeling, then surely there is a rasional excuse why married couples divorce so easily nowadays. im not trying to hurt anyone by saying this ok. no hard feelings. what happened to the vow both made to God sayibgtill death do us part? everything is possible to me. im not one who is easy to give up something in which i believe can still be helped. however, if it is the matter of problems, then seek a counselor. if not, take it to the Lord in prayer. still not helpful? i will never believe such stories or excuse. i prefer to believe that once you are tied together in Front of humanity, and most importantly, God, then God will make a way. because then it means that you are already meant for each other. God will never hurt you. he’s the one who created you. he will not let things like this get to you if he knew you couldn’t handle it.

i think that’s all for today . chiaow ^^

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